Easy light storms in through the window, soft edges of the world, smudged by mist, a squirrel’s nest rigged high in the maple. I’ve got a bone to pick with whomever is in charge. All year, I’ve said, You know what’s funny? and then, Nothing, nothing is funny. Which makes me laugh in an oblivion-is-coming sort of way. A friend writes the word lover in a note and I am strangely excited for the word lover to come back. Come back lover, come back to the five and dime. I could squeal with the idea of blissful release, oh lover, what a word, what a world, this gray waiting. In me, a need to nestle deep into the safe-keeping of sky. I am too used to nostalgia now, a sweet escape of age. Centuries of pleasure before us and after us, still right now, a softness like the worn fabric of a nightshirt and what I do not say is, I trust the world to come back. Return like a word, long forgotten and maligned for all its gross tenderness, a joke told in a sun beam, the world walking in, ready to be ravaged, open for business. |
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